to whom it may concern... most likly that would be u eunice... i dont hate u... as a matter of a fact im not even mad at u... not at all... im just incredibly sad... sad ur gone... sad... u say ur alone well i still want to be freinds... i never didnt want to be friends with u... u didnt want to be freidns with me... with any of us...i think about u all the time.. and it brings tears to my eyes and makes me so sad... ill be at la tan on tuesday... supporting my working girl... and a support u no matter what... i heard that after our talk u talked to kyle about your doubts... and he told u about how he was true and that makes me happy... i makes me know one u did listen to some of what i said... and two that he is for real and that makes me happy... happy for u and me a little less concerned... but this isnt about u and kyle this is about u and me... and i hope u can forgive me for the heart-less bitchy things i have done... and i hope u will still have me as a friend ---------------------------------------------- i feel shitty so shitty... i dont even know y... i feel kinda dizzy... but it think thats because i havent eaten much.. or done much of anythign else... i feel like shit again... ---------------------------------------------- things were starting to turn around for the better but i think i put hope into places where i shouldnt have... and it has just lead me to a sence of false hope which is starting to crumble under me... it has just taught me again that the world is an evil place full of evil people that i shouldnt trust... ----------------------------------------------