the notebook... fucking amazing movie... see it! i saw it with eunice today... we couldnt stop crying... oh what an amazing movie... i feel like im being pulled in a million different directions... trying to please everyone... and then not having time to take care of myself... sometimes i love just being alone... or speading time with just bret... and other times i feel like being social and hate to be alone... im so damn picky... sorry... i love my babie... i love brett... simple as that i think about him everyday... and how much he helped me... but sam will never really know how much he means to me... and thats just a sad fact i will have to live with life can be a bitch... but right now its great and i dont know how much happier i can get