what i day... i woke up and waited around for haze to call me so i could go out with them for allies b-day.... i waited all fucking da... juts to be let down dinner was fun but after the hockey game i gave up my seat in the car being the nice friend i am and then i got fucked... we went to a party and to my companys astonishment we werent allowed in apperently to them thats "a 1st ever".. hum? well they went off and not wanting to intrude on thier crowd, already feel odd enought, i went home...even better she droped me off at my next door neightbors house and i didnt even say anything just got out there and pretended like it was my house... i didnt wanna say anything i htough i might brust... i feel so shitty but i dont wanna ruin everyone elses night... but what the FUCK! why do i end up fucked? i juts want my life back, is that so much to ask?