im gonna exploide soon! im so addicted to this crazyness.. please let it go away i look down the path that my life is headed down and it is not what i want im in stupid apush cuz all my friends signed up.. and now they all droped out... over the summer my mom said i was dumb and couldnt make it in that class.... so now im forced to stick it out... i just hope i live through it im sick of trying homework is such a pain in the ass... we already have to endure so may hours of school y should we have to do school when we get home in all honestly i wish i was more into my religion... religion keeps people hopes up.. and hope is something i could use right about now.. its strange as one thing in my life get into place.. another aspect has to fall apart... i wish i was an artist.. i dont know how to express everything i feel i wanna be numb... numb to all this where is the peace man? i swear im going to kill my mother soon if she keeps up this bull shit... personally i think its even worse when she is a bitch all day afterschool and then at nite too... but then when i wake up she is all sweet... what the hell if ur gonna be rude be rude... dont be bi-polar! just let me pass out and wake me up when it all is over... but the question is will it ever end...thta i highly doubt i need a life...