saturday.. one of the best days in a long time.. finally got to see my love again... its been about 15 days or so.. and it seemed like forever... I went to go get her around 10 or so... and we had our moment, which was absolutly wonderful... to just see her again felt amazing... so i took her back to my house.. gave her some things I got her and I got some things from her... I got her a cat doll of a cat names Jiji from a movie.. she loved it and now she sleeps with it and carries it around with her everwhere she goes.. which makes me soo fucking happy~ we hung around my house and relaxed for a little.. then went over to a little party that people were having for the 4th at the local beach... nothing really exciting happened.. and me and my baby, Erin x3, were together for the entire day... I really really fucking missed her. sunday..... went and picked up Erin again, cuz i cant stand being away from her. so I brought her back to my house and we relaxed again.. finally got some alone time.. watched Big Fish... which we barely payed attention to anyway... but it really is an amazing movie.. so watch it... earlier my aunts dog scared her (hes really really tiny) but i was petting him cuz hes really really soft so i told her to pet him.. and he snaped at her and barked.. and she was really really startled, so i took her away in my room and held her untill she was feeling better.. it really shocked her.. and i was soo fucking happy i was there to hold her.... we relaxed for the rest of the night and then took her home and said our good nights~ monday.. ehh... nothing really happened...except my baby woke me up with my phone like she usually does, which I absolutly love, and we talked all morning untill she had to go to work.... then she called after work again and we talked the night away~ I love her soo fucking much.. shes everything to me~ tuesday... woke up and went over to my love's house, and hung out and I helped her clean out a little room innthe basement that is "our project" to clean up and make into a nice little relaxing room.. when we were cleaning and working down there.. it felt like we were married and we were cleaning out our home... and that felt amazing, no matter how werid it sounds.. i absolutly loved the feeling, and cant wait untill it is actually is true~ so after we got it cleaned as much as we could.. we went upstairs when my mom called and yelled at me that i was coming home now cuz I had to finish somthing.. which ended up being nothing really.. so I went home really upset cuz i was leaving my love... got home.. got yelled at.. then I was able to go back to the place I consider my second home, erin's house, and was soo happy.. and so was she.. she was soo overjoyed that I came back, which made me feel good... so we went in and we layed on her couch and watched Fox and the Hound, she was clinging to me and holding my arms tight and laying on me.. it was wonderful.. and then she fell alseep for a little bit.. and trust me.. when the person you love and care for the most more then anyone ever falls asleep in your arms.... it is heaven... I miss her~ after the movie we said our good night and I went home and went right to sleep~ today... woke up.. fixed the pc.. did absolutly nothing.. talked to my baby for a while.. and basically hung around... I get to be with her again tomarro.. lets hope that tomarro comes fast.. cuz i miss her tons. I love you Erin, with all of my heart. You are everything to me.