today was really dull... I woke up to my baby calling me... I love waking up to her....then I went over to pick her up to come back home with me.... we got to my house and just layed around and did absolutly nothing... really.. nothing... she had a couple allergy attacks which made me feel even worse about the day...I just wish that it wasnt so dull and mellow... I wanted today to be much better... but I know next time things will be better... I'll make sure of it. Im sorry baby for today being soo damn mellow... I know it was nice and relaxing, which was a good part.. I just wish that I could of came home with you and fallen asleep with you.. I cant wait untill that first night comes... I LOVE YOU ERIN!! FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!