well today was nothing special at all, I was feeling rather depressed and not enthusiastic about anything. did nothing in the morning , then I had to go to town with my mother. wonderful. we went around and did what she needed too, then right before we were leaving to come home I got a call from my girlfriend, Erin. She said that she died her hair ( which i figured she was going to today) and that she happy how it looks.. I didnt really want to talk about that subject now cuz I already told her how I felt about it, and now that she did it, Im kinda scared,and this was what I was scared aboutwhen we were talking about doing it, cuz I know I will miss her old hair, cuz I loved that, and I know I will still love her nomatter what her hair looks like, but I am just scared cuz I'm afraid that she will now have a whole different personality and a new confidence level, and somehow..... I will lose her because of it. Im am happy she is happy, truely, I'm just scared that she will change... I just know I will miss her old look... I hope she dosnt change...