well right now.. I am in the art room at school just relaxing and making some art when I feel like it. so I'm here for the next two hours. I stay here for the last 2 periods of the day. its very relaxing..I have our MP3 player.. and all I am listening to is "the first day of my life" its our song. I had it playing all night last night. The mp3 player has about 1230 songs on it, yet there is only one that I want to hear. all I am thinking about is my one and only. she is the only thing that is ever on my mind... ever. I miss her soo fucking much. I wonder is she is thinking about me... I know she probably is. we think about each other all the time. when we are apart, all I think about is her. she is absolutly everything to me. everything. we need each other. I leave about ten minutes early everyday and sit outside of the classroom she is in and I wait for her.