Today was wonderful... like the most perfect day in a long time. well I woke up.. had something to eat.. then talked to Erin.. who wanted to come over badly.. so I asked if she could.. and she was allowed.. and she came asap. we relaxed in the basement pretty much the entire time..then we went up and we looked thru all of our VHS's.. and then we found my fam's home movies.. so we picked out a couple.. and went down to watch them. That was fun... and watching my home movies with her made me feel even closer to her then we already are (which is more then you can imagine. so dont try to.) so after those movies.. we watched some actual movies I made when I was younger...which was semi emarrissing... but everyone that see's them think they are great.. but I just dont see that about them heh.. its alright tho. so anyway.. we relaxed for the rest of the night.. then we had to take her home.. whihc is the saddest part of my day.. but hopefully we will be together tomarro cuz i have to travel to see a college and she wants to come and I want her to come.. so hopefully we can do that... if not.... I will probably see her anyway *smile* so now I am here waiting for my baby to come on....I miss her already.