well yesturday started out horrible... I woke up at 6 at the hotel... and had to get up and eat breackfast around 7.... then I finally got to leave to come home around 9, but my uncle and aunt ( who were giving me the ride) wanted to stop somwhere... so we didnt actually get going to come home untill about 1. I got home around 2:30-3 and got myself together so I wouldnt miss my girlfriends grandparents 50th anniversery party.. she really wanted me to come and so did I, So I showed up and even tho she didnt really express it a ton.. I could tell she was soo happy that I made it.. so we halep at the part and we helped close things down.. then I went back to her house and got dressed and ready to go to the fair, so we left and got to the fair and just walked around and had a good time yelling at stupid carneys and seeing people we hate, which was pretty much everyone cuz we both hate people... so we walked around untill about 9-9;30 then it was time to go back home, so we had a nice relaxing ride back to her house and then when we got there, me and her went out on the back porch and just talked, because we both love when we sit down and just talk about us and everything... it was wonderful.. but then I had to go home around 10:30 or so, and we said our goodnights and we both didnt want to leave eachother... we never do... but I went home and went right to bed. today has been soo dull... I was supposed to work, but then it got cancelled, and my loveing baby, who cares for me soo much, called me at 5:57 in the morning to make sure I was up in time for work... but I told her that I didnt have to today... but I LOVE how she remembered and called... shes soo amazing and I am nothing without her... so we both went back to sleep.. and then she called againwhen she woke up right when I woke up too, and we talked a little bit then she had to go to work... and it was rainging really really hard.. so only a couple people came... and I was going to go visit her, but it was rainging too hard.. so Im hhoping in a little bit that I will go and visit her... because I know she wants to see me badly... and I want to see her too... I miss her tons~ so tomarro I think we are going to go back to the fair again.. I cant wait to see her~ I LOVE YOU ERIN SOOO FUCKING MUCH!!!