I want to be happy. I want to have no strings. I want to flirt. I want to make out with random boys. I want to get drunk. I want to go to the club and dirty dance. I want to be carefree. I want to kiss all the boys that I see and not feel guilty. I want to have fun and be young. I DON'T want to be thinking about marriage, kids, having my life all planned out. That's terrible. I'm in a rut. http://hotzone.yahoo.com/b/hotzone/blogs1152 That site is terrible but worth viewing.