Why do I only have depressed friends? It seems like they all want to kill themselves, harm themselves, or have some crazy thing wrong with them. I'm not saying I don't like helping people because I love it. But it's so draining to deal with. My one friend wanted to kill himself this summer. I'm in college now and he's still in high school, barely making it by. All I hear about is how he misses his graduate friends, hates life, is scared, and all that. My other friend broke up with her boyfriend and thinks she threw her entire life away because of it. She's talking of transferring schools and killing herself where no one will find out. Hell, my boyfriend right now keeps talking about how he was gonna commit suicide before I came along. I mean, why the hell are they drawn to me? Do I have a sign saying that I was suicidal once too or something?! Gah!