I really should just quit life right now... I'm just horrible at holding conversations with anyone anymore... all my real friends r so... distant... it's just... aagh... I have no chance with Fran, and even if I did, i don't think i could ever more than like her... I just don't know anymore... my future as far as a carreer goes looks like crap... my life in general just fucking sucks... i don't see the fucking point of it anymore...