and i will have had this diary for one year in like... 7 days... ridiculous...||sigh|| she's at work, has been for only half an hour, but it feels like it's been all day. I didn't get to say goodbye to her, because i didn't see the little thing at the bottom of the screen flashing untill she had already left... gaaay... but whatever... I'm still visiting her tonight... whenever she has her break... it's all good i spose... I have to explain shit to my mom if I ever make a decision... god damnit... oh well, at least now i have time to make some shit up...