when things get all crappy in my house it makes me miss him more than normal. this whole big dumb thanksgiving thing yuck. i dont like it too much. k not at all. if things went a different way, i'd be sooo down. but its always dumb. oh oh oh last year was wicked fun, i liked thanksgiving last year. cuz it was at my noni's house [my dads moma] and she is a POW BING BANG good cook. and there was sooo many people there from my vegas side of the family. ok nvm my whole family is the vegas side. i mean my dads vegas side. so all my little cousins were there. [im the oldest grandchild on my dads side] (its pretty kool, i like it a lot) so its wicked fun and my noni and opa [grama and grampa] like me a lot. and theyre supa kool and not all gay and mormonish. theyre normal people who make me laugh. we have thanksgiving breakfast mmmmmm, then actual thanksgiving mm. that was a fun one. this year is stupid cuz its me, sister, mom, s dad, and his rents. who are kinda on the evil side. but all this thanksgivingness just means im one step closer to CHRISTMAS!!! yusssssssssss. yippy. yay. mmmmmmmm i love christmas. i love it soooooo much. i love it. i love it. its the best. its all cold, and you get to wear jackets, and people have lights up, and christmas songs and christmas things that make my tummy feel funny, and the treeeeeeeee. the tree is my most favorite part. i love the tree. the tree. christmas!!! its almost here. yes. uh im excited. excited. christmas. yes. mmm. christmas! =)