im 18. and then i was like, yeah whateva. never ever ever thought i would be pulled to hatred, but hey look you made it so, stupid bitch. like honestly just stupid. dumb. someone named "ilikedoorknobs" is online, haha. so i feel bad for being gay all the time now. ok so just the past two days. but still i feel bad. i have to step it up. him moving away is edging closer and closer. im gona be so bummed, but thats why jesus invented the telephone. i feel like nothing could ever pull us apart. bond is ridiculously strong, its inhuman and i love it. the rat's name is splinter, i remembered it in stagecraft. my life gets inceasingly better and worse. something good happens something not so good. kinda poopie, but whateva. senior ball was terrific. magnificent. splendid. it was magical. everything was perfect. so much fun. i got the pictures back today, we look so cute!! im so stoked on those pictures. senior ball has been over for a month-ish and im still excited about it. idky im just so excited about it still. thats howmuch i anticipated it slash loved it. bed sleep wonderful.