Torn Trust

Feeling: sane
Man's becoming more corrupt now, godless, wicked, and cruel The soulless man stood silenced, Mary's "word" rang so true Chastisement worse than the flood, spread the word, its all through Don't kill the messenger girl As if we haven't swam enough in this life of misery Voice your prophecy, shed some light feel sorrow for mankids's chance to survive Swallowed lies and swam in your own tears A stab in the dark and it wounded our will We won't be here tomorrow, hold on to me for one last time we've grown into the number six hundred sixty-six War breaks, a sign of the end, eternally expelled Look to the sky for knowledge, the stars align tonight Eclipse and heaven shall fall Now I know I've seen it all in my life of misery Dust the apple off, savor each bite And deep inside you know Adam was right lust and power, indulgence, no fear Left with is sins, how does this end? We won't be here tomorrow, hold on to me for one last time As the prophets shed the light on what's to come the crowds did gather Your time is precious, they explained, no time to worry, messiah's coming Don't go to sleep tonight, darling, hold me in your arms These will be our final days and I can't let go Walls are falling, churches burning, women ravaged, children crying Flesh is tearing, some still fighting In this world of misery (The Wicked End-Avenged Sevenfold) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "As the prophets shed the light on what's to come the crowds did gather Your time is precious, they explained, no time to worry, messiah's coming Don't go to sleep tonight, darling, hold me in your arms These will be our final days and I can't let go" Have you heard this song? This part always makes me want to cry. the music becomes really beautiful and there's a group of kids that are doing "vocal Acrobatics" in the background. its so sad!! Its absolutely my most favorite song ever. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Well, I think I should tell peter off. Tell him how I feel about the way he's treating me, that sometimes I feel so alone and numb inside, that I just want to cry. I want to treat him the way he treats me...and then I realize that I won't be any better than him if I do. *Sigh*...this year is so hectic and is full of twists and turn that always leave me in the dust. Music and books are my escape from this life. their like water for a withering plant, like sun for a shady area. I just wish I could escape into my books and music forever and just dwell there is happiness...
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Hi there, cool diary...I like :) so where are you from?
And yes, we can talk if you like. branstuff87@hotmail.co.uk if you have MSN, lilxmissxbrandi for Yahoo & AIM. I'm online quite a bit so feel free to msg me anytime or e-mail me...or we can talk on here.
it's cool, I don't mind chatting on here. from Wisconsin, that's cool...I'm from Texas. So I see you like to write, as do I. More into poetry though, just because I don't know how to play any instruments and/or sing so it's kind of hard to write a song without being able to do one or the other. (my opinion anyways) so how are you today?
Well you can talk to me...

What's wrong?
who is this?
sorry bout before, i didnt read your msg until now which im sure is hours past the time u left the msg on my diary. anyways if u ever want to talk, let me know. umm you could post your email in my diary if u want. if not, we could somehow talk through our diaries:P

cheer up, i kinda know what u mean. music and boos are the same for me; a beautiful escape from this shit we call life.

later