Listening to: Evanescence-Imaginary
Feeling: defeated
Ok, I give up. I cannot tune my guitar to save my life!!! I finally asked Mr. Nolan(The High school band teacher) to help me. After he showed me, I was kicking myself, It couldn't be any easier!!! I just can't wait to start writing my own songs!!! I'm so excited!!!
here's the song for the day:
Imaginary by Evanescence
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Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent night
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The Goddess of imaginary light
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name
Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops, as they're falling, tell a story
If you need to leave the world you live in
Lay your head down and stay awhile
Though you may not remember dreaming
Something waits for you to breathe again
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I don't know what's come over me, but I've felt really depressed these past few weeks.
I just don't know what to think, I just don't know what to do. My life is kinda in the trash right now. I feel like someone tore out my heart and replacd it with a lump of coal.
but...I know it will result in happiness, it always does. and I've been meeting new people, so I'm not as depressed =P.(ooh, these would make great song lyrics!!!)
You know that song by Evanescence, its called Imaginary, and she talks about paper flowers. well, I've kinda started drawning paper flowers when I feel depressed, and then I hang them on my wall. While I draw, it just gives me time to think things over. They've turned out beautifully, I wish I could show you. So far I have three parts of a vine, I'm making a vine with blossoming flowers on them, its really soothing. I think I'll paint them on my wall when I redo my room.
I kind of have some of the same careers in mind, I'd love to go to culinary school, and I have actually thought about doing interior design. I'll probably do social working and be a child's advocate or something.
well have an awesome day :)