Damned Depression

Feeling: charmed
Maaya Sakamoto-Hikari No Naka E nigiri shimeta te wo hodoita nara tabun kore de subete ga ima owatte shimau shiritakatta koto kizutsuku koto sae mo nanihitotsu yarinokoshita mama de anata ga deau shiawase wo negaitai hazu na no ni dekinai mijuku na jibun ni fuite mo namida ga deru sayonara aishite-iru anata wo dare yori sora yori mo fukaku nakanaide mata aou ne demo aenai koto watashi dake shitte-iru no [Instrumental] konna unmei wo eranda koto itsuka anata ni mo hontou no imi ga wakaru wa futari tsukutta kioku no takara zutto kokoro no kakure ya de ikite'ku yo kireigoto da to omotte'ta kibou to iu kotoba wo kurushii kurai dakishimete anata wo miagete-iru arigatou aishite-iru anata wo dare yori yume yori mo tsuyoku dakishimete hanasanaide dakedo hitokoto mo tsutaerarenaide... [Instrumental] nakanaide aishite-iru tooku hanarete'te mo anata to ikite yukeru ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm listening to Maaya Sakamoto right now. She has a beautiful voice and its in Japanese!!! I can understand her too!!!...well sorta, I really only know how to write Japanese, not really speak it. Today is going by pretty fast so far, but yesterday seemed like forever!!! My singing is doing pretty good, what I would love to do is try on American Idol, that would be so much fun!!! but I don't have enough money to get anywhere...oh well, maybe in the near future. Supernatural is on tonight, can't wait to watch that!! *Sigh*... I'm so glad I'm over my depression, I took a look at myself in the mirror this morning and said to myself: "Why was I so dumb to fall into depression like that??? I have a wonderful life and friends that love me, why would I be so dumb to think I had no friends???" Then I realized, I had friends all along, I just really didn't notice it. I'm just glad its over with. I'm much happier anyways. Thanks to my friends!!!
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Bleh.
Ah well..
maaya sakamoto is one of my favorite singers ^^ if you want, i know a mp3 rotation site that has a whole bunch of her stuff up right now... i also have a whole bunch of DAI songs =P
It was alright I suppose, didn't do anything...my bf & I have both been sick, so just trying to get well. Always fun. Heh. So what are you into? Like, what do you do for fun?
I do the same thing, when I look back at my past depression I try to understand why I was the way I was when I had friends and so much. I think It's something I'll never understand. but I hope that it all goes well.
lol no i wish i could draw like that :P
sorry i havent been on. my computer at hme is shot and i never have very much time to get on the enternet at school. but i can talk to you when ever i am on at school and you are on. i have some exciting news though!!!!
christina
i really missed you too.




the exciting news is me and my bf r back together. i just dont know how long this will last. how long do you think????
c
it lasted almost 9 months last time. the only thing is that he said that this is my last chance to date him if this dosent work out it will never happen again
i know and i realize that but i just really loved him and still missed the hell out of him
well i hope so if not it will be like the last time that we broke up. me sittting in a dark corner and doing nothing other than what i had to do. i hope that dosent happen
i hope that your gut instinct is right. no you didnt mention it
ok i am always down for something
his first name is travis
ok i will look at it when i can but i g2g now bc i am takin a test so i will ttyl.
christina
bye and thank you again. you really helped me
i am glad that i have a friend like u. but i have to go so latr.
sicerely
christina