Listening to: The Shins
Feeling: distracted
so what do you do when one of your oldest and dearest friends starts to do slightly slutty and illegal stuff for show and fun? ok here ill explain the story... ok we'll call her Eliza. ok so eliza went on a cruise over the summer and lost her virginity... to a random stranger that she had known for a week and then her boyfriend of two weeks... mind you this was friday... tells her to take off her shirt in the middle of the football field and blow him she does... he unhooks her bra and completely takes it off... now i was walking back there to talk to vanessa because her sisters car was parked behind the field and a short cut is to walk through it... ok so we're walking and we see all these people sitting on the bleachers so we look to see what they are looking at... and guess whats IT ELIZA... blowing her boyfriend with him haveing his pants around his ankles and her shirt AND bra being completely off. so yea... im worried... because she used to be awesome... shed been out with guys and kissed and such and i knew that she had blown(?) someone... but only in the privacy of her own home... so you know i dint give it much thought. now pretty much the whole school knows about her SEXUAL acts... and now views her as a slut that will blow any guy that comes up to her and asks... now i dont know if she would but hello herpes or something? oh and did i forget to mention this... her boyfriend is 24! now yes, incredibly beautiful with breath taking blue eyes... but still... so yea. im worried... i dont know what to do so yea... if anyone has any advice... i am happy to take it!
ok so yea... on with my day.
it was okay i guess im just SO fucking freaking out... gaby and i today during lunch were spazzing out. so yea. im just insane i dont know. ughhh. ok so yea... i better go and get started on homework.
please please please if you have any advice i will take it!
Lying is the best thing a girl can do without taking her clothes off.
patrick i love you so much.
But our friendship soon crumbled, due to my cutting her off and her not caring.
Well, don't make the mistake I made and cut her off- try your hardest to be there for her.
It's hard... it'll pay off, though.