i don't want sympathy or empathy or whatever else y'all are gonna offer i just want to vent. ((but you can still comment if you want)) so patrick and i broke up. he broke up with me. it was probably for the better - i mean i havent seen him in like forever and he has been checking kelly out for like 89561234705 years so you know what... he can go get with that bitch cause i've figured out it's his loss so whatever. last night the puppets and leyla came and stayed at my house and cheered me up because we watched golden girls and cheers... so you know that cheers me up :-). but im not at school today cause well first none of us went and second i dont even know if i could face him... i know that sounds like im in second grade... but really. i thought we were meant to be. i mean we've been on and off for so fucking long... i just cant even begin to explain... ew ew ew. i would rather grow a penis then ever go out with that bastard again. oh well. adam is my new favorite person in the whole world. -leave comments- evelyn ps. we are still gonna go. but patrick told me he doesnt want to anymore... so instead im taking tris cause itll be cool and we wont break up and shit. so yeah. im still pretty fucking excited. and adam also said he isnt gonna go so... leyla is taking lauryn. but gaby is still going cause she is like one fo my best friends... but cooper isnt gonna go cause its gonna be a girls trip so instead gaby is taking my other sister rachel so itll be super fun cause itll be a girls week at disney world!! haha. so yeah. we figured taht out. gaby just texted me and said that patrick stayed home today too... ew he is such a copycat haha. ohmy ohmy ohmy. i sound like i am in 7th grade.