just because of emoforever i am continuing my use of SIT. oh yes. i broke up with my boyfriend. i am a pimp. so lately this boy lets call him russ. has been hanging out with me alot... like everyday after school... then friday night, saturday night, and sunday. yeah.. you'd think it would be like a love relationship. NO! he doesnt think of me that way... but i think of him that way. i dont know what to do! haha. i like him alot. like i might love him. but he isnt returning this great feelings... leaving me to cry at night and such. it sucks. but today he seemed to show some feelings. yeah, who actually knows. i starting asking kelly about it... she said he totally likes me.. he is just afraid... i dont always trust her. does anyone else have any advice? i hate school. times 897259102375. i might be failing all of my classes. i am amazing... don't even say it. much love. ps. are we feeling the colors?!