Listening to: spice up your life = spice girls
Feeling: hated
i held on to you for way to long
everything since then has gone wrong
but now i see right thru you all
when i think bak only bad things i can recall
with all the pain and saddness u made me feel
i just wish frum the start u wud have fucking been real
im sick of you and how u act fake
all these years ive been trying not 2 break
but now i quit i cnt go on with this much longer
i guess in the end this will all make me stronger
for now i know im dieing inside
and go ahead just think that u tried
deep down i kno you can see the truth
look at my scars..is that enuff proff
i just want you all to go away
then maybe for once i will be okay
ill give in and tell you that you won
but just leave me alone thats it im DONE
random writing..dunt make fun..i know it sucks balls
amanda