wow im tired..its like only 12 ish but i just cant sleep..im like really tired..but i just cant sleep..i got a lot going on this weekend..i dunt even know wat im doing..im so sad tho cuz my sister is leaving monday 2 go 2 isreal for 4 months..its horrible im gone be here all alone because now my brother is gone to college to..i think im guna die without them all..i dunt feel like writing so yea.. later gators x/3 the paine and hurt i knew so well the lies that i was forced to tell x/3