wishing for something more...

Feeling: musical
And breathe in deep let it out slow Did you hear it's all my fault again I know why no one else knows why I'm here all alone again the early november wat im linstening 2 now i was talking 2 tovaa 2dayy nd we were talking about guys..nd like i love tova a lot nd she really needs a good boyfriend cuz she has had a lot of sucky ones so im guna pray to god for someone who will finally treat her riite like she deserves cuz she is such a good person nd a good friend nd i love her..i want a good boyfriend to lol but thats besides the point..i dunt kno wat i want lol..my feelings are so confussing..i like this person but then im not allowed 2 nd they get a gf er someone else likes them..i duno it sucks..but watever..i tink tova deserves someone good more then i do cuz guys have put her through a lot of shitt... song changed.... This world is cold, but just know you're not alone. No, you're not alone. I know what you're thinkin'. I know how you're feelin'. Believe me you're not alone. homegrown your not alone..new song hehe i love music..i wunder wats guna b on next... ne ways...2niite... lexii nd gordiee came over again..we decided 2 go fur a walk after i finally got redii lol...we walked into like jakes neighbor hood nd got lost..we called called jake nd then saw him zack nd mitchh we talked 2 them fur a whilee..then we left them nd walked the way we camee..me nd gordiee were fighting but like i duno it wasent fur real..then we both got pissed nd started walking home nd lexii was stuck in the middle it was funny..me nd lexii turned around 2 go get gordiee again wen we tured about furr a sec nd saw zack mitch nd jake it was skary as hell but then they went infrunt nd rode away..me nd lexi kept walking nd then jake jumped out of the bush nd it was so fucking skary we both screamed..then we got gordiee..zack mitch nd jake left..we sat on the street corner fur like 10 minutes..then we were suppossed 2 go meet zach jeremy nd jack at eskape but then we didnt end up going cuz yeaaa..gordiee nd lexii both went homee..i took a shower nd now im just linstening 2 musicc nd hoping 2morrow is a lot of funn cuz i really want something a lot a lot of fun 2 happen hehe... new song... Some will stand and some will leave But you, You'll do what you will 'Casue I'm dreamin' as you're leavin' Shine bright as I shine the light on the love that took my best Best luck girl Cause you got a ways to go, Crawling your way back home and this was the last cry cause I'm dyin' You can take my good plans Cause I'm in trouble now steel train..blown away wowzers i just realized this is a really long entry..hrmm its taken me thru three nd now im starting my fourth songs 2 write.. new song... dunt feel like getin lyrics... walking on glass..the movielifee well im guna go noww..ill update 2morrow nd tell u all if ne thing exciting happens *yea i wish* laterr
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i love kat- she is such a cutiee.. nd i hope she gets nd awesome guy who treats her rite 2.. i love you baby-xo0x tova
[Anonymous]
i think its pretty that u write songs. very nice. stop by soon. -mel
[Anonymous]
awe i think oth u n ur friend should get an awsum bf!!! lol... teh pinks awsum! lol laters!... oh do u have msn?
[Anonymous]
I LOVE KAT SOO EFING MUCH ITS CRAZY I LOVE PRANK CALLIN` WITH YOU ND JAMIE-- PEACE OUT SEXY LOVE YOU!!!-TOVA <33
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