i am at sams. it is 6.19. gordon and sam are sleeping. i am wide awake. i cant sleep. ive tried 1 billion times. i always go 2 sam ok im going 2 sleep now nd then 2 minutes later ni turn my head nd she is sleeping. nd then she woke up after 1 hour nd she goes im staying up till u fall asleep so i go ok nite nite nd hten i turn my head 5 minutes later nd she is sleeping haha its funny i heart them.. o no my typing is 2 loud i woke sam up she goes "go 2 sleep kat" hehe ne ways..2nite was interestingg..it was fun in a way hahaha yeaa i feel really shittty riite now nd i cant stop thinking about things nd that keeps me awake plus i ran out of sleeping pills hahaha riite now i feel like im guna throw up nd i got the worst head ache it sucks lately ive been getting headaches like all the times but yea ne ways ill write more about shitty stuff later cuz i dunt want 2 wake them up again laterr p.s. i love sam nd gordon