Listening to: nothing
Feeling: depressed
can you see the pain in my eyes
can you see the choice im making isnt wise
can you hear the hurt in my voice
cant you see cuz of ur words im making the wrong choice
.hope fur the best.
.prepair for the wrost.
.expect nothing from everyone.
.and youll never get hurt.
i realized sumthing..theres really no such thing as a true friend..i mean if there is..i havent met one yet..in my grade..everyone talks shit behind each others bak but then 2 their face they r so fucking fake nd i admit it 2..nd now i know like fur reall..i dunt have anyone whos never gunna make me cry..i dunt have anyone who will be there for me..nd i dont have anyone i can really truely say is my best friend...i use to think i did..but then this week..i was proven wrong..
i just dont know what to do any more i really dont think i can stand another day with this bull shit i hate school i hate the people there but its ok cuz they fucking hate me to how can i go from having friends on the weekend 2 loseing them all..
i have no one
but remember,
im ur true friend
i might have made u cry nd im sorry,
but i am ur friend who promises 2 ALWAYS be there for you no matter what
and im trying realli hard 2 keep that promise
and i kno weve been in like 1000 fights
but you kno even with the fights
im always here nomatter wat it is
love
sam