i wana be in love..i wana have a boyfriend..a perfect boyfriend..i know its way 2 much to be asking for..ill never find it..thursday nite after sams amazing party we were talking about boyfriends nd stuff..i want a boyfriend who cares..like truely cares..nd shows that he cares..he isnt afarid to let people know that he loves you to..someone who i can talk to about ne thing nd they will tell me everything..someone who is romantic cuz that wud be like the bestest thing ever to have a romantic boyfriend gosh lol..im so gayy..i want someone who i can spend a lot of time with..someone who i would feel comfortable with alone just us two..dang i want so much stuff that i dunt even know..i should be greatful that i have a boyfriend period..thats wat i always do..i always want more then i can have nd more then i deserve..when i shud be happy with wat i got..yea im stupidd..i was just thinking about this cuz i was linsteing 2 ashlee simpson lol nd lilke all of her songs are about love nd im getting redi 2 watch love acutually which is such a like sweet romantic movie nd blah i dunt im stupidd.. ill write more later..