Well the movies was great -- then at the very end Dereck opened up his mouth and said something about Ashton moving. So then i had to know what it was .. So then Ashton told me that his parents were talking and they might want to move back to Alabama at the end of FRESHMEN year! So that deffinately limits the time that i could possibly have, or not have with him. Then so i thought about it for a while after that .. like when they both left and on my way home and stuff -- and i'm really afriad that 1. this might actually last that long and then what i just forget about him 2. i'm afraid that i'm gonna get too attached to Ashton because i'm already starting to 3. i'm afraid that i'm not gonna just beable to let go of him like that so i tried to end it now before that all had time to happen . but he wouldn't exactly let me -- dR0P A hEARt bREAk A NAME