well last night's party was really funn! but yeah -- a lil too much .. Ashton is now deciding weather or not he is madd at me. he went to football and like 5 guys told him he should break up with me! i'm so scared about what he's gonna do about all this. I really don't want him to break up with me!! i didn't know what i was doing .. and then when i did i felt HORRiBLE! --i'll be missing you when i see you smiling .. and i'm not the reason