I think this is the perfect oppurtunity to say that I'm confussed. This whole thing that I got myself into, I didn't exactly picture it as ending in this way. I don't know maybe I was just expecting w a y too much, out of something where the possibilities were very little. I hate it when I do that!
I'm not hurt .. I'm just dissapointed.
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I just wanted to take a chance that's all,
I want my fun side back. And I don't want to be the dull little girl that's always trying to stay out of trouble. I want to be my old self again, I had more fun then. I don't know. I know that a lot of people would totally dissagree with everything I just said in the past paragraph; but I'm just
confussed.