Finally.

by manysigh
My step brother graduated from college yesterday... how proud am i.... i think he also got a new girlfiend... how glad am i for him.... i finished my power point project finally.. i just hope my group and i give a good presentation.. i hope tomorrow surely does go well... ... buh.. my mom keeps bugging me about what im thinking about.. jsut bc i was just sitting here staring at my screen doesnt mean im thinking anything worthy of telling anyone... god.. she needs her own life... ... my hopes for the craft have deminished... i had a convorsation with my love about it.. he's a dark mage so to speak.. and he aparently doesnt want me to get hurt in anyway... "you're soul is too weak and can still be molded and destroyed" i dont like purity... damn innocence ... i keep looking over at my cards and i know i should stay away from them.. i promised... but i want to hold them so bad.... ugh.. ....................................8:32 p.m.
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i remember when i gave up my cards. somehow i lasted a few months, but i eventually started using them again. i was almost drawn to them.

sorry, you're probably like, why is she telling me this? since i'm some random person and all.

oh well, have a good night.
also, you are lucky that you know someone who is knowledgable [i totally butchered spelling with that word and i don't care] about the craft. i want to find someone experiened who can teach me, because i am very interested in wicca and other pagan religions, but i read somewhere that most people refuse to teach those under the age of 18 [i guess so christian parents can't sue or such]
so, for now i am just reading up on things every nowandthen
and thanks for commenting back, too.
and i probably sound like a moron so i apoligize. and i swear this is my last comment in a row. i'm just in a strange mood tonight, haha.
lol ah i c i c, hehe, so.... how ya been? my name's julian :D
[Anonymous]
jeeze when i remember the time i tried to give up my cards it was horrible.i lasted only a week.. its a wierd powerand sensation when i hold them, use them , and sadly even when i shuffle.hope all goes well...and i hope you can also last longer then i did.lol...good luck and i hope your powerpoint went well.