last night i called one of my friends an asshole because he's really self absorbed and we were arguing about something tehn he said w/e like to shut me up or something..yeah so thats when i called him an asshole then he blocked me and that pissed me off even more.. it's funny bc we were kind of good friends and liked eachother in a way.. ehh wtvr anyway.. i stayed up till like 4 doing whatever.. i had a nice chat with trixy (i met her on myspace) she is a very wise young woman. that went well and i got a bit more calm and less hatefull. my dream is what confused me though.. i dreamt that ashton (the asshole) and I were like at the mall in front of the movie theatre with my friend, and then we kissed and we were good friends again. it was nice.. but when i woke up i was like what the fuck? why would i dream that if i felt like i hated him at the time.. and it's also strange that this is one of the only dreams lately that i've rememebred a lot about it.. i need help, Violet p.s. - want this sweatshirt =) http://www.kmfdmstore.com/product_info.php?cPath=1_2&products_id=329