I went to a Landmark Education forum for three days over the weekend. I learned a lot. But it's hard to keep it all and apply it to every moment of my life. I had a track meet today. I ran the 800m. I suppose I need to train more efficiently since the entire first lap and a half I was in first place. Then I died and dropped down to 5th place. Oh well. I have another chance Friday. I don't know what to do with myself lately. I'm thinking that's good? Or that it just doesn't matter and I'll keep living life.