So today I finally got the courage to say something to him. And in the end he tells me that he doesn't see the relationship working out. Something about a new mindset starting the new relationship or whatevr. I noticed it too. But I'm going to stop writing about this. Because I just might start crying. And I really don't need that. Not just yet. I have so much going on this weekend. I don't know how I'm going to handle it. But I know it can be done.. Hopefully.