its over between us... we are done... today my boyfriend and i decided to seperate... bc of the difficulty of distance and such... all we ever want to do is be together... but its impossible right now.. especially since we live so far apart.. ugh.. he has a new girlfriend.. its why he practially wanted to break up.. he still loves me though.. more than her.. he even considered breaking up with her to have my back.. but i said no.. i want to wait until a few more years at least. and maybe try again... who knows.. im still going to keep in touch with him adn talk to him like i always did.. I love him with all of my fucking heart. i just dont want to keep getting hurt... blah -- fathers day sucks.. its gay and stupid.. and boring.