mm. everything is finally back to normal. and i'm loving everminute of it. sarah + me = stillfriends. and it will always be that way. i havent been getting sleep much. but that is doing just fine. for now anyways. i have pictures of me and derrick. mmmm. i think im actually bored enough to post. [some are of nights before durk came over] fake smile? kaela came over, before it got bad. im glad i stopped before i really did anything. there was blood on my finger, and when i went to whipe tears away, this happened. i tried so hard not to laugh. he always makes me laugh. and here my gay bf is attempting to pick my nose. ohhhman. sosad. to sohappy. all in a matter of days. i'm fucking insane. [but this time, it's a goodway.]