so i havent been around here in awhile. time for an update? most likely no, but let's cut to the chase. im not longer who i thought i was. which, is not bad. i realize now, how much more i could be. im quite comfortable with everything. from grounded, to myself, to everyone else. highschool is not everything. neither are the people that ''hate'' me. Frankly, i honestly gave up on them. i dont hope they die. i dont wish them bad luck. i just dont care. hopefully they can realize one day, how childish we BOTH have been. And whether we are ever friends or not, doesnt really matter anymore. im happy with this. new years resolution? quit smoking. i'll do it.