Everything is so boring right now. the same routine each day. same people. same conversations. i need a change; seriously. tomorrow is november 30th. and ive already cried more than once. i hate this if we would've played the cards right; tomorrow'd be a year. everything's changed so much from where we started. in love to hate to just friends. we've both grown as people, for better or worse. And now it feels like i dont even know you any more. i fell so hard. [i will always remember;; i hope you never forget] i hate memories like this. fuckkkk; i hate the way you are.