the concert was fucking awesome. i met cathy's levi. and some girl. the first band was annoying.-bilogy. classic case was good; better than i thought they were going to be. crazy. From Autumn to Ashes was fucking amazing. [i got a couple winks and smiles from the guitarist. :) and he gave me his guitarpick. ] omfg. ♥ emery was pretty good. during the their 2nd song, some kid accidentally stuck me in my nose with his elbow. it fucking hurt, and it was bleeding. i decided it wasnt bad enough to leave. the singer gave me his bottle of water. fuckyes. kaela and i had pretty much the best spots. right by the speaker, but right infront of the stage. after the show, ian found me. we went and talked to ryan and tyler. it was cool. as we left ian went to hug me. :) i didnt think anything of it until he kissed me. man. ♥ im so sore. and i have so many bruises. but it was all worth it. i dont know what is going on with me and anyone anymore. mike- wtf? who knows. he acts like we go out, yet we dont, and i dont know if i really want to. ian- he's really fucking cool. and sweet. and i still dont know. and then, there's someone new, he was in success this morning, like everyother, and i was so tired. no makeup, my hurr wasnt did, and he told me i looked so cute. aw. i didnt know what to say back. godddd. im quitting smoking. seriously. slowly but surely. parties tonight. i have to figure out plans. meg. wants me to hangout. ryann wants me to hangout. ian wants me to hangout. and so do someothers. im not sure yet. [thank you for fucking nothing.] :)