i should probably tell you more about me. since you probably don't know me. in fact only one person on here does. physically: i am 5 feet tall. 111 lbs. my hair is green. my eyes are black. my skin is yellow. my features are mostly round, as in not pointy. i am nineteen years old. mentally: most people who know me say i'm smart. i really love to make and appreciate art. i have an artistic mind, and an avid imagination. provebially: i love everyone. i have only harbored feelings of hatred towards two people for 1 day. they deserved it. i would never intentionally hurt anyone. i think it's wrong to do so. it makes me so happy when i have made someone else happy. i live off of it. i like being able to know the same things other people are intersted in as well. i think's it's even cooler when someone teaches me something that i didn't already know. i absolutely love intellect. it gets me off. (really.) i have a lot of empathy for people, but that doesn't mean i feel sorry for them. i try to help as best i can. my fears: they contradict themselves, yes. but it makes sense to me. i am afraid of people getting attached to me and feeling like they have to own me and keep me around always. at the same time i am afraid that the people who knew me as a young and cheery person will not be there when i am dying. that it will be up to me to remember myself. i am also afraid of ants and bacteria. my job: is stupid, but they give me this little paper that makes the bank give me money, it's cool! it's blockbuster video. movies... smile... they make me happy. by the ways: i like to get high... on life! (draw you're own conclusions...) i am going blind, so i hardly judge on looks. no point in it. and guys and girls can look exactly the same sometimes. some are beautiful, and some are hideous. after talking to someone even once i can usually tell which they are. i have no preferrence between the sexes. i would have missed out on a world of beautiful people if i had. i absolutely love animals. i have a male pekengese named pocket who is my mascot. my favorite animal is a pygmy goat, they're cute little buggers... i am addicted to a substance called boba. i am a nerd, and i love other nerds! the sunset can change my entire day, and make me break free. the sunrise is my call back to my cave. the sun does aweful things to me. water is my element. i work well in it. if you have gotten this far reading this, then you are awesome. i heart you. -lydia