this weekend jared and i are going with our boss and a couple of other co-workers. i promised him i would look happy about everything, even things that make me sad. so this whole weekend will be a painted smile. it's ok though, he wont know. besides i am more than happy to be spending it with him instead of by ourselves like last weekend. i went to washington state and he went to san francisco. say, i think i have a picture of last weekend.
that's me on the left and my good friend jackie on the right. we died in the hallway of my hotel, haha. it was like 1 in the morning and my key-card didn't work all of a sudden, so we waited so long we just died. by the way if you're looking at her face and thinking "wow, she looks great there..." don't worry, you're right. she is the absolute most gorgeous human being on the face of this planet, but as you might expect she doesn't think so. shame. but i think she truly believes that i think so, that's good enough. i'm plain, i know. but i'm ok with it. jared still makes me feel beautiful sometimes. he makes me smile, and he seems to like it when i smile. (smile)