i am just beginning to catch on to the fact that everyone i knew in high school hates me. kinda sucks. and makes me feel stupid. by the way they found my mom. she's in St.Something, Arizona, or so my bro told me. can't wait until star wars premier, (we've got the ticks right jared? eheh) one of my fish died the other day, made me kinda sad. also made me want to get 3 more fish. i am going on a vitamin water diet. i went to my friend's friend's house last night. they made me take a xanax for the second time in my life. that was sorta stupid cause i don't remember anything from that first night either. needless to say i don't really remember much from last night. i came home with a poster i've been wanting since forever (you know the one with two girls kissing in their underwear) and a $500.00 japanese dress that my friend was going to give to goodwill, (i have no idea why). it's really pretty. to bad i'm not the dress wearing type. i am going to bed now. -lydia of the night