ignorance is bliss, indeed. i should have kept my curiousity to myself. but now i know and it makes me hurt even more. all my friends are sad, too. breakups. deaths. getting kicked out. why does all this drama happen at once? like the moon alligns itself to a certain point then the whole world gets all fucocked. i get stressed that i can't help others out. i know it isn't my problem, i know i shouldn't worry about it, but do you ever listen to people when they give you dumb advice or grim predictions? no. so don't give me any, please. sorry. i don't mean to be so rude. just tired i guess. by the way, third entry in here. it's almost like a third date: getting serious... -lydia