okay. It's been FOREVER since I've put anything on this. wow. but I have decided to come back here because I know that I can type without people judging me and other people that I kno wont read it either. so... oh..yes.. so i'm volunteering at this summer camp...called Fiesta...it was seriously beginning to suk, but yushterday Kyle showed up. Omg. that was...the best surprise since..ever.I saw him walking towards the church when we were going down the stairs, but I couldn't tell who he was.and even from a distance I was like,"omg. who is that?*cough cough sexy cough cough*" and when i realized that it was kyle I was like wrenching Faith's shirt. I was spazzing out..but a diferent kind of spaz. I was all giggling(I dont giggle) and smiling and I couldn't help it. I definitley made it obvious that I liked him. So everytrime I saw him I would turn around and walk the other way, but that would always be after the fact that he'd seen me. OMG.ahhh...and I was so sure that I stopped liking him...oh well. and Faith was all "you like him,you like him" and I was all,"shut up. no I dont"(even though I knew I did). We kept running into each other.I'm just glad that he wasn;t there earlier during the skit(phew!*wipes forehead*). Like when he first got there we(faith and I ) were walking the kids down to the field and he was "supposedly" walking to Becker.And then hung around the field for a little while to..hopefully..watch THE KIDS. so. then it was really hot outside, so I was all sweaty and my hair was all messed up-ish. and so I went to get my purse(this is after we're back inside the church) and the whole time I'm looking around like a spy so that we dont run into each other again. so I'm almost at the bathroom and he walks out of the men's bathroom and in my mind I'm all "OMG!WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!?!?!?" So I turned around and tried to walk away so then i realized that we'd be walking in the same direction which would give me ample time to do something that I would indeed regret.so I bent down and picked something up and turned back around to quickly walk past him into the bathroom. Where I was mentally cursing myself out for acting like a retard. And it would have gone on longer if this lady hadn't walked in and asked me to go downstairs to get some baby wipes for her son cuz he was crtapping all over himself. so I went. and then after I came back from giving her the baby wipes and attempting to fix my hair(i cant do much when i'm all sweaty, cuz my hair gets all floppy), I was about to go back to our room when I look at the sanctuary door and as soon as I look at it, guess who walks out and starts walking up the stairs? I was like,"today is just not my day, I am soooo skrewed" so I practically ran back into the room. and then the lady who was talking to the kids told them to get quiet and once they finally get quiet, I make my pathetic attempt to whisper to Faith(it was kinda like I was talking..it wasn't a whisper at all)and I was like,"I saw "that bug" coming up the stairs" and since it was quiet, everyone heard me(good thing we used code..pathetic code..but code none the less)and the little kids started laughing and we just played along and I appologised for the interuption. But i dont know what happened. It was madness.I really think I like him...