i really like Relient K. but anyway. Im going for a non pathetic entry this time. so anyway. i finally remebered my password, so im back.yay. anyway.this is gonna be short cuz im gonna spaz out so incredibly bad after writing this so lets get started here. i asically love demarco. yea. i said it.well actually typed it cuz i cant say his name without having like mini spaz attacks all over the place. but i feel kinda bad cuz brandon likes me and im def. wearing his sweat shirt right now WHILE obsesing over how much i like demarco. not a good feeling. i guess you could say brandon is hot, i mean its not like i didnt like him last year.but i cant like him the way i did last year. he's my 'best friend' and i wanna keep it like that. but demarco...is it my fault he's a sexi beast? omg.i love that kid. but i cant say his name its the weirdest thing.its like im allergic to saying it. it makes me all uncomfortable. prolly cuz when i say his name its like im actually admitting that i like him. but when i use his nickname, it different,it safer.but i dont kno how things would work out. we were doing really well on the mission trip, i hope that he goes on the next one. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh. that would be so amazing. i would die. aaaaaaaahhhhh. okay well im getting too excited here. so lemme finish my homework. ill update when i have something interesting to talk about. byee ~monkeypants (some things never change)