well ok update... im no good at fellings ever. i alwys tell them wrong, or just i dont know jsut wrong o well im over it... today was an ok day i couldent help but feeling lonly like no one wanted me i can never tell anymore whos true and whos fake im to godly its starting to make me think only about him all the time and its messing up my life a lot jsut in my head i cant lie but yet i always seem to mess up the truth even tho thoes small things dont even matter its really really hard to explain but it makes sence to me how do you get someone to notice you when all the world is doing the same thing what makes you stick out??