boy o boy ive recently realized ive only got two friends in my whole school and everyone else has something aginst me. im to loud to much or a druggie to sluty to happy too everything there not. ive also realized how much better i am then them no matter how consided that sounds i believe it. i talk to other people at school and when they tell me that all they did last weekend was go to a movie and dinner with a few friends i want to laugh i never have a day or a min with out something to do something awesome even if its just catching up with the friends who are home from college (which means blazing thoes stoners) or another kick back at robs or angles and maybe even a huge party that always gets broken up at 9 i love all of it. i dont know what this entry is about i think its mostly just to let myself know how much i love who i am no matter who tells me im wrong.