Just wasting away.. Another day is passing by.. and I feel as if I'm in a dream. A nightmare.. of darkness. Walking the halls, a lost soul.. stranded in this sea of beings. I'm alone.. so alone. Today is Friday.. and I don't want to be in school. I just want to sleep the day away. I feel like crap. After school yesterday I went over to Miranda's house to pick her up. Then we went to the trailer court just outside of town and got stoned as hell. I don't think Aaron even noticed I was high.. which is good. I don't and didn't want him to. I guess I had fun... but I just feel like shit now. It's really not worth it anymore. It's not.