Needles

by mysorrow
I have to go get blood drawn.. I've been really sick a lot lately. I don't want to.. cause I know it'll start up a craving but I know that I need to. I need to figure out what's wrong with my fucking body. I hate being sick. Had a bagel and cheese today for breakfast today. Now I feel guilty.. I know I shouldn't but I do. I just feel guilty for everything I do lately. It's driving me crazy. I don't understand myself. ...I can't take this anymore.
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yeah...im actually getting there too...

for me, it seems to go away over the summer, but once i start school again...there it is...

i dunno, could just be a coincidence, but...

aww, im sorry you had to move...i know how much moving sucks :( ive been to 5 different schools in the past like, 4 years.

...if you want, ill be your friend.

and hey, if you need to talk, im always around.

♥
yeah...i ki8nd of broke down yesterday...which sucked, because i was in school :/ everything just kind of hit me...that im like, failing most of my classes, and my parents are going to kill me, and my girlfriend moved...shes 5 hours away from here now, and probably isnt coming back...theres tons more stuff, i mean, its mostly small things, but it all just kind of hit me at once...it sucked.

feel free to talk to me any time you need me, im always here.

*hugs* and you shouldnt feel guilty about things...

i hope you feel better soon, even if that does mean needles (eek!)